Me and My High Horse, Stan, On My Soapbox!

Hello my boosom bloggin buddies!  I hope all is well with yalls!  This week has been too long for me and I am ready for it to be OVER!  My oldest spidermonkey has been a PAIN IN THE BUTT with his homework and has tried every bit of my patience.  Daddy comes home, and daddy helps him in the same way I TRIED to help him.  Spidermonkey acts up and daddy quietly and sternly tells him to stop throwing his pencil and if he does it again he will go to his room.  Funny... I said the same damn thing, and I get a pencil thrown in my face and a super high pitched scream in the ears and patience is out the window.  Kid gets dragged to his room, kicking and screaming, and mommy is nursing her sore back with motrin and vodka.  

Anyways, today I am on my political rampage.  Me and my high horse, Stan (yes, I am on my high horse a lot and he deserved a name by now!) are standing on our ever-sturdy soap box.  So if you don't want to hear my political rants, ya may wanna come back another day.  I promise you, that until November, Stan and our soap box will be regular guests here.  It's my blog and I can bitch if I wanna.  

So this week was the anniversary of 9/11.  That day will forever stay on my mind.  I don't think that day will ever be forgotten in everyone's minds.  Do you remember what you were doing that day?  I remember it clearly...  I even remember what I was wearing that day.  I had a on a pair of shorts that seemed to ride my ass and up between my thighs with every step I took.  I was constantly pulling my undies and shorts outta my ass and practically outta my cooter.  I was sitting in class at Craven Community College in New Bern.  We looked out the window and seen practically the whole school at the commons building.  Our instructor, Ms. King, and ourselves got curious and went on a break to see what was going on.  Walking into the building, people were crying and on phones.  When I finally got a look at the tv, I saw a plane fly right into one of the towers of the World Trade Center.  I hear people say that it had to be intentional and that it was probably a terrorist attack.  I didn't believe that.  Maybe the pilot had a heart attack or the plane lost control.  A guy next to me shook his head and told me it was intentional.  Then I look up and then we saw the next plane head into the other tower.  I couldn't see anything else.  My eyes just teared over.  Someone turned up the volume and you could hear the people on the news saying they could see people jumping out of windows.  I looked around the people are hugging and crying and staring in disbelief.  There was no way two planes can lose control... this was intentional.  There were people in my class who were military and had left class to go to the base.  I just kept crying... I could not believe what was happening.  Before you know it they are talking about the Pentagon being hit by a plane.  A plane was missing.  I just wanted to go home.  I think that was the first time I ever experienced anxiety.  I drove a friend home from class, Dave, and he gave me a big hug.  I went home, my FIL came home from work.  He worked on base at Cherry Point.  We sat and watched the news together.  I just couldn't fathom why anyone would hurt so many innocent people.  Then I saw a video of someone taping people running past them and then you see black  dust rolling and nothing.  I had a dream just that night and the night before of something just like that.  I dreamed I was walking in my hometown of Monett, MO downtown.  I remember looking around and wondering where these tall buildings and skyscrapers came from.  It was like Monett and NYC had merged.  Then people come running at me screaming and there is a huge ball of black dust behind them.  I just stood there, frozen.  Then I woke up coughing and felt like I was suffocating.  It was the same dream both times.  It was just insane.  I still get that same dream around the anniversary of 9/11.

What pisses me off about this whole situation is that someone... more like a lot of someone's... who have never been to America and don't really know the people... took so much pride in the thousands that were killed.  All in the name of "Allah".  Now, I know not everyone who is a Muslim is a terrorist.  But why would anyone think that killing thousands of innocent men, women, and children would send them to heaven and make them alright in the eyes of their God?  As far as I was concerned, pretty much every religion I know of teaches about love and respect for others and not to kill.  

Then this week, there were attacks in Lybia.  The U.S Ambassador for Lybia, Christopher Stevens was attacked and killed along with 3 other Americans and several others were wounded.  Why?  Because someone made a movie about their Prophet Mohammed that they didn't like.  So a movie resulted in mass chaos and killings.  I am sick of these extremists.  IF they really were practicing Muslims and actually read the Quran then they should have acted differently.  Now with that, I do know that there are extremists in every religion.  I guess it's why I have such a hard time with religion.  I prefer calling myself spiritual than Christian because so many people who call themselves "Christians" are so self-righteous.  I ain't saying I haven't had my moments judging people before knowing them.  I am human people!  I try not to do it.  BUT I do swear.  I do sin.  I am not perfect and don't try to be.  No one can be perfect but I don't go and kill people for their religious beliefs.  

As yalls know, I am by far NO fan of Obama or his wife Michelle.  I never drank the kool-aid and never will.  I just keep wondering... WHY DOES HE HAVE SUCH A FOLLOWING?!??!?  The man has added 5.5 TRILLION dollars to the national debt.  He did not lower the debt at all but ADDED 5.5 TRILLION DOLLARS TO IT!  Now if Bush or Romney or any other REPUBLICAN had done that then the majority would be like "HELL NO!"  The man brought the U.S. credit rating down to a AA from AAA.  Those stimuluses that were meant to "stimulate" the economy, FAILED TERRIBLY!  His "Green" companies and jobs... FAILED!  They ended up bankrupt!  He took over 700BILLION DOLLARS from Medicare for his "Obamacare".  The quality of healthcare is gonna go to shit with that plan!  It's not fair to those of us who are against abortion to have to fund those baby killers!  If there is anything I am extremely against, it's abortion.  I understand that women should have a right to their bodies, but abortion is murder.  I don't care how you look at it.   These "pro-choice" people... They want a greener world... they will hug a damn tree but will kill a baby.  It's a life... it's grown/growing in your body... but they kill it because they don't want kids right now... they are too busy to be pregnant... There are so many people who would love that child and give it the love it deserves for their whole life.  You can spread your legs for 2 minutes for pleasure but won't sacrifice 9 months of your life so a human being can be loved for years to come, by someone else if you don't want it?  Pro-choicers are greedy.  God gave that human being to you for a reason.  Maybe not for you to raise, but maybe for someone else.  Every person has a purpose in this world and who the hell are you to take away a life?  These pro-choicers are the same people who don't believe in death penalties to child molesters or killers but believe it's okay to kill an innocent baby.  Justify yourselves all you want.  It's pure selfish greed.  I know some women get raped, but there are many women who went on to have the baby and gave it to someone else because even though it came about in a savage way, that innocent life still has a purpose and a chance to be loved by someone else.  AND AS FOR TODD AKIN!  What he said was a stupid ass thing to say... So yalls know, not all conservatives are that damn retarded.  Damn, he was a dumb shit.  

Anyways, Obama won't do a damn thing concerning the borders along Mexico.  He granted amnesty to illegals... HE EVEN HAD AN ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT SPEAK AT THE DNC!!!!!!!!  Oh, if that had been Romney or Bush or any other Republican... God forbid!  People would shit bricks and throw them at them!!!!  He won't even let states make their own laws regarding illegals!!! Oh!  Those "jobs" he created?!?!!?  Where??? Who got them??? OH WAIT! The illegal immigrants are the ones who got them!  

Obama wants us dependent on the middle east for oil!  He refused the pipeline and dragged his feet on the BP oil spill.  I am also tired of him talking shit about America and us Americans.  HE APOLOGIZES TO OUR COUNTRY'S ENEMIES!  WTF PEOPLE!?!?!?    All that man does is points fingers and blames people for this and that... he takes no responsibility for a damn thing he does.  He's fine with unborn babies dying, but he won't kill our enemies and kisses their ass instead.  He has no respect for our military.  He has cut back spending on our security.  Well, his security and Michelle and her 22 freakin assistants have the best damn security but to hell with the rest of the country.  But ya know what... even though the military was not getting paid as they were supposed to, they still went and did their job!   You people vote for Obama, and I won't doubt that another 9/11 happens.  Who you people gonna blame then???  People blamed Bush and said he knew 9/11 was going to happen.  Bullshit people.  That man did his best with what he could.  He could have done better but he never bowed down to a Saudi King.  Bush had respect for the military... Obama and Michelle won't even put their hand on their heart for our American flag!  As Michelle Obama was caught saying "All this over a damn flag..." while her and Obama roll their eyes.  YES MICHELLE OBAMA!  ALL THIS FOR A "DAMN" FLAG!  Do they know what our American flag stands for and the meaning behind it??? Obviously they don't and don't give a damn to know.  I am proud of our country.  I am proud of every one of our soldiers... may they be black, Mexican, Middle Eastern, South American, African, Asian... We have a very diverse military that fights for everything we have.  We are lucky to be able to practice our religion or spirituality (well, while we can) no matter what it is.  Our children, boys and girls, have the right to go to school and get an equal education.  There are many countries that do not allow girls an education and boys have to quit to join their military and carry guns that are bigger than they are!  We have a right to wear what we want and we can watch tv and go to and fro as we wish.  These are things that so many people in other countries do not get to do.

Hell, at the rate things are going in this country, the government keeps getting more and more and more power.  Hell, can't even buy a large soda in NY anymore.  Seriously people?  Do you want the government to tell you what you can eat and drink?  Yeah, yeah, yea, people are fat... obesity is an epidemic.  Seriously, I think... no, wait, I KNOW there are far worse things the government needs to worry about other than my weight.  So many people think the government OWES them.  No, the government owes you nothing.  I understand people need help and I understand needing assistance, but there are so many people who abuse it!  If you can afford the payment and gas for your big ass SUV, and can afford to have the best damn cell phone, buy your beer/alchohol and cigarrettes, and be able to afford name brand clothing, and getting your hair and nails done every week or every other week, then you can afford to buy your own damn groceries.   AND rich people owe poor people nothing.  We are not rich but for poor people to hate on rich people for being successful and having more money than they do????  Bullshit.  Get off your asses and do something.  Not everyone is going to be rich.  There will always be a lower class/middle class/upper class.    There are people from lower and middle classes who work hard and strive and succeed into the upper class.  Tyler Perry did it...  Mariah Carey... J.K. Rowling... Oprah... That guy Will Smith played in the movie The Pursuit of Happyness, Snoop Dogg, Jim Carrey... the list goes on and on.  SO... if you have the ability to make something of yourself, go for it!  Stop expecting the government and rich people to take care of you!  Damn, take some responsibility for your damn lives!  


I know times are hard nowadays.  But there are people who make it work.  We have to make sacrifices in life.  I will gladly make sacrifices to make sure our country is safe from another terrorist attack.  I am sure there are things that will have to be sacrificed to get our national debt down.  But you know something?  I don't want my children and grandchildren and great grandchildren if Obama is voted for another 4 yrs!  So do you want your children to be stuck paying for this ridiculous debt?!  

I know every politician has their lies... but Obama?!!?!?  Sweet Jesus!  This man has done nothing BUT lie!  Maybe I will start on those tomorrow... depends.  I may need to give Stan a break.  ;)   

Anyways, my Packers are playing the Bears and I am distracted with watching the game and blogging.  

Goodnight friends... and if I offended you.  Well... what can I say?  I have my beliefs and you have yours.  I don't mind if any of you want to leave feedback.  You wanna debate?  That's fine by me... i like a debate but if you gonna be an asshole... whatever.  I can deal with assholes.  

Goodnight...  God bless those babies that never got the chance to live and become the people that God intended... RIP to those lives lost in the Embassy attacks in Lybia and God bless their families.  And forever in my heart, rest in peace to all those lives lost in 9/11 and God bless those families who still mourn the loss of their loved ones everyday.